Life

My life is a joke
and the whole world is laughing.

But if you look in my eyes,
you will see pain everlasting.

My heart and soul
are scarred for life.

Why must everything
end up in strife?

All I have wanted was
to be loved and cherished.

But so far my life has been short
of Nightmarish.

I want to feel safe-
I want to feel at ease.

I'm begging for the end
of this filthy disease.